2010年9月30日 星期四
可以不可以?
可不可以讓我回到 突然長大那一天
那一刻 他的吻 改變我的世界
可不可以這個夏天 這些故事能永遠
球場邊 界外線 我們巳越走越遠
我可以劃一個圈 把自己關在裡面 把回憶擋在外面
卻不能停止想念 在我的天空蔓延 他有的善良和善變
我可以劃一個圈 當作是完美句點 還他自由的藍天
卻不能停止想念 一幕幕甜美畫面 如果放棄了這一切
那麼在我身體裡的靈魂 是誰
可不可以讓我練習 心碎時候有笑臉
等著他 已走遠 才能落下眼淚
可不可以讓我消失 在地平線這瞬間
哭過了 冷卻了 起風了卻不能飛
所以我可以 一直擁抱 心碎
-------------------可以不可以 - 歌詞 ~ 丁噹演唱 . 歌詞轉載於魔鏡歌詞網---------------
2010年9月16日 星期四
你 & 我不知道的事
原來有太多事 人 不一定會知道,
很潛意識的, 很多事 如雜亂或飛逝的想法般 就這麼浮浮沉沉
有些事 根本不會想到. 抓不到原因.
但不是不可能. 也不是不知道.
有時是不相信。
曾經聽過南拳媽媽的 "笑著流淚",
這名字是否很有趣呢？ 怎麼會快樂與悲傷的事並存？ in English, it may seem oxymoronic...
在察覺自己的心＆情緒前，我也沒想到恰好的反應會直接暴露在我身上。
但生命總是很有趣。 除了生活裡讓我們體會到很不自覺的事情外，
有些事會直接的反應在自己身上；所以稱為體悟。
之前有這麼一段話，是在暑假的讀物 "愛的歷史" (from original by Nicole Krauss)中讀到的：
(p.99) 妳無時無刻不在改變，每天都改變一點點。
妳今天快樂一點，但這並不表示妳不感到悲傷。
妳天天都快樂一點，也悲傷一點。
當下每一刻都是最快樂也是最悲傷的時刻。
有人一天比一天更快樂，有人則變得愈來愈悲傷。有些人則兩者皆備。
沒有人能比你更讓我更快樂、更悲傷。
很難想像為何最近生活＆處理事物上明明就很得心應手，對自己傻傻的自得其樂也要飛上天了的～卻可以在這麼得意又充滿希望快樂的時候靜了下來...
在一陣沉默裡聽著一首新歌 & 它的歌詞.. 就嘩嘩落淚...
王力宏 - 你不知道的事 (戀愛通告主題歌)
蝴蝶眨幾次眼睛 才學會飛行
夜空灑滿了星星 但幾顆會落地
我飛行 但你墜落之際
很靠近 還聽見呼吸
對不起 我卻沒捉緊你
你不知道我為什麼離開你
我堅持不能說放任你哭泣
你的淚滴像 傾盆大雨 碎了滿地
在心裡清晰
你不知道我為什麼狠下心
盤旋在你看不見的高空裡
多的是 你不知道的事
多的是, 我想都想不到的溫柔.
所以後知後覺, 才會哭泣...
其實不是不可能笑著哭泣,
也不是不知道為什麼你會離開... 你會這麼體貼卻又留下傷痛給我的離開.
因為到了現在, 我心裡清晰.
你的愛,
是那些說不出口的話語.
你的痛,
是如歌詞所說的那些 被愛的人(我) 所不知道的事.
笑著哭泣... 很好笑吧?
其實不然. 因為哭著笑 笑著哭時, 心底浮現著彩虹....
而彩虹也就是這樣才會有的.
很潛意識的, 很多事 如雜亂或飛逝的想法般 就這麼浮浮沉沉
有些事 根本不會想到. 抓不到原因.
但不是不可能. 也不是不知道.
有時是不相信。
曾經聽過南拳媽媽的 "笑著流淚",
這名字是否很有趣呢？ 怎麼會快樂與悲傷的事並存？ in English, it may seem oxymoronic...
在察覺自己的心＆情緒前，我也沒想到恰好的反應會直接暴露在我身上。
但生命總是很有趣。 除了生活裡讓我們體會到很不自覺的事情外，
有些事會直接的反應在自己身上；所以稱為體悟。
之前有這麼一段話，是在暑假的讀物 "愛的歷史" (from original by Nicole Krauss)中讀到的：
(p.99) 妳無時無刻不在改變，每天都改變一點點。
妳今天快樂一點，但這並不表示妳不感到悲傷。
妳天天都快樂一點，也悲傷一點。
當下每一刻都是最快樂也是最悲傷的時刻。
有人一天比一天更快樂，有人則變得愈來愈悲傷。有些人則兩者皆備。
沒有人能比你更讓我更快樂、更悲傷。
很難想像為何最近生活＆處理事物上明明就很得心應手，對自己傻傻的自得其樂也要飛上天了的～卻可以在這麼得意又充滿希望快樂的時候靜了下來...
在一陣沉默裡聽著一首新歌 & 它的歌詞.. 就嘩嘩落淚...
王力宏 - 你不知道的事 (戀愛通告主題歌)
蝴蝶眨幾次眼睛 才學會飛行
夜空灑滿了星星 但幾顆會落地
我飛行 但你墜落之際
很靠近 還聽見呼吸
對不起 我卻沒捉緊你
你不知道我為什麼離開你
我堅持不能說放任你哭泣
你的淚滴像 傾盆大雨 碎了滿地
在心裡清晰
你不知道我為什麼狠下心
盤旋在你看不見的高空裡
多的是 你不知道的事
多的是, 我想都想不到的溫柔.
所以後知後覺, 才會哭泣...
其實不是不可能笑著哭泣,
也不是不知道為什麼你會離開... 你會這麼體貼卻又留下傷痛給我的離開.
因為到了現在, 我心裡清晰.
你的愛,
是那些說不出口的話語.
你的痛,
是如歌詞所說的那些 被愛的人(我) 所不知道的事.
笑著哭泣... 很好笑吧?
其實不然. 因為哭著笑 笑著哭時, 心底浮現著彩虹....
而彩虹也就是這樣才會有的.
2010年9月13日 星期一
A Day of Fullness : ㅋㅋㅋ(kekeke) ?
HWKING can make someone feel so full.
When I was busy since last night, it was probably in a long time when I don't feel the annoyance and repulsion to do homework.
I was working full on.... picking up things at an efficienct speed to rush myself - the conscious whip whips me to keep going.. keep working hard... keep working with focus.. (although humanity didn't allow it to the full extent to always be the case)..
I used facebook here and there - but no shame - ;)
I slept at 1am ish.
Not feeling too tired...
in fact, my mind was filled with some songs... singing, humming - as if my mind was its own DJ/radio... having its own little karaoke
in the tiny room of my trying-to-fall-asleeping mind.
I toss then I turn.. in between the two stuffed animals that I snuggle closely to.
My bear... my teddy, and my yellow content looking bunny.
Don't laugh at me - cuz that'll only make me laugh at you - to not know how much comfort having a stuffed animal can be. ;)
I'm not a littel girl away from home - I'm a college student, a young woman experiencing peace and developing tenderness
by keeping my two little beloved bed friends next to me.
I slept.
~
~Woke - around 5:50... but my mind wandered across the noises of my alarm
to get to where it should be - CLARITY: "Gota finish work!"
Morning showers are refreshing, at times a good day's start for catching up work! :D
COM102... & discovering the everyday behaviors in actual theory names...
Prof Harrison's intellectual-sounding fast-paced lecture keeps me focused - engaged - interested beyond what mybrightened eyes can show.
Cognitive complexity... men vs. women... what a difference & good laugh -
what an interesting way to learn about how to think deeper - describing people beyond the physical appearance.
That's what I've been trying to dig & see! - trying to be cognitively complex everyday... >: )
& giving people-centered messages. :) <3
Com applies to such a wide spectrum of things... for good and for other intentions..if only I've known it earlier.
ENG 106... in the more business approach than what I've seen before i W-ed it;
all the more enlightening - white papers...
LET ME GET THE BEST OUT OF THE COULD-BE-IMPROVED BUS SYSTEMS HERE!!
(their colored printing..might as well add more info on every stop they actually STOP.)
complaint brainstorms --> action --> white papers --> initiate = a change. ; )
COM114... speak speak! speak out!
outlines done. felt so much lighter.. altho still a bit here and there to nail finally..
Kayla's pretty wine-red-auburn hair.
Friendliness of discussions.
LONG CHAT... with ze BOSS de PISA.
ramble ramble ramble. :P
blah blah blah... you get me. ;)
As for the world - for life - it wouldn't be "life" if there isn't both good things & bad things...
cuz "life" would then lose the possibility of achieving "happiness"... which requires a mixture of good&bad.
> 如果生活&生命裡沒有好壞並存, 就不會"幸福"了吧..缺一都不行呢.. :)
> 如果那好奇&樂觀的花苞能一直擁有你們陽光.水.等營養般的滋潤...不知道我會開出怎樣的花來呢! 生活&生命的每個部分都令人期待...喔, 我期待..
If the blossom of curiosity & optimism can continue to have all the right nutrition & condition of having sunlight. water (like you guys are to me)... I wonder what kind of flower I'll grow into! Every part of life makes me look forward to...oh, I look forward to.
Respected Robert Frost, your words are so wise...
not only for me, but also for the encouragement of others: "The best way out is always through."
Through - - - she has went by a few - the week is not yet over, continuing its awesomeness for her to look forward to
-always.
Always.
AHSO;
if I could remain my optimism like this for always,
manage well with things -
maybe one day I will - - - - with genuineness, I'll prove. You'll see.
DINNER @ AH-Z
"Ahh! Annyeong ha sae yo!"
"Ah..haha~ annyeong ^^ annyeong ha..sae yo.."
Michigan State roll ?
----wait----
"So what's your name?"
"Catherine"
"My name is Hiro"
"What's your year?"
"ahh..Junior"
"ahh good..good"
"bye~~ next time take your boyfriend!"
"hahaha.......I don't have one now :P"
"don't have one???? next time you come, I introduce to you Korean boyfriend!!"
"ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ(hahahha/kekekekke)....."
laughters. laughters. they always fill the silence & space that i'm in.
yet, my heart wants to whisper with a grin:
"aniiyo...(not that)"
"i have a lover/i already have someone." - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nK0j5eCQL54
http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.youtube.com%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DTI8u2Dm7A40&h=2a337
bogoshippo yo..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jeBGsfSaG74
komawo yo.
MINJEONG :) & AIESEC business-attire;
didn't really think you'd be so open to lend this to me...
kam-sa-hamida!!! komawoyooooo XD <3
:) :) :) :) :)
now i'm full.
i ate. > ; P !
XDDDDDDDDDDDDD
When I was busy since last night, it was probably in a long time when I don't feel the annoyance and repulsion to do homework.
I was working full on.... picking up things at an efficienct speed to rush myself - the conscious whip whips me to keep going.. keep working hard... keep working with focus.. (although humanity didn't allow it to the full extent to always be the case)..
I used facebook here and there - but no shame - ;)
I slept at 1am ish.
Not feeling too tired...
in fact, my mind was filled with some songs... singing, humming - as if my mind was its own DJ/radio... having its own little karaoke
in the tiny room of my trying-to-fall-asleeping mind.
I toss then I turn.. in between the two stuffed animals that I snuggle closely to.
My bear... my teddy, and my yellow content looking bunny.
Don't laugh at me - cuz that'll only make me laugh at you - to not know how much comfort having a stuffed animal can be. ;)
I'm not a littel girl away from home - I'm a college student, a young woman experiencing peace and developing tenderness
by keeping my two little beloved bed friends next to me.
I slept.
~
~Woke - around 5:50... but my mind wandered across the noises of my alarm
to get to where it should be - CLARITY: "Gota finish work!"
Morning showers are refreshing, at times a good day's start for catching up work! :D
COM102... & discovering the everyday behaviors in actual theory names...
Prof Harrison's intellectual-sounding fast-paced lecture keeps me focused - engaged - interested beyond what mybrightened eyes can show.
Cognitive complexity... men vs. women... what a difference & good laugh -
what an interesting way to learn about how to think deeper - describing people beyond the physical appearance.
That's what I've been trying to dig & see! - trying to be cognitively complex everyday... >: )
& giving people-centered messages. :) <3
Com applies to such a wide spectrum of things... for good and for other intentions..if only I've known it earlier.
ENG 106... in the more business approach than what I've seen before i W-ed it;
all the more enlightening - white papers...
LET ME GET THE BEST OUT OF THE COULD-BE-IMPROVED BUS SYSTEMS HERE!!
(their colored printing..might as well add more info on every stop they actually STOP.)
complaint brainstorms --> action --> white papers --> initiate = a change. ; )
COM114... speak speak! speak out!
outlines done. felt so much lighter.. altho still a bit here and there to nail finally..
Kayla's pretty wine-red-auburn hair.
Friendliness of discussions.
LONG CHAT... with ze BOSS de PISA.
ramble ramble ramble. :P
blah blah blah... you get me. ;)
As for the world - for life - it wouldn't be "life" if there isn't both good things & bad things...
cuz "life" would then lose the possibility of achieving "happiness"... which requires a mixture of good&bad.
> 如果生活&生命裡沒有好壞並存, 就不會"幸福"了吧..缺一都不行呢.. :)
> 如果那好奇&樂觀的花苞能一直擁有你們陽光.水.等營養般的滋潤...不知道我會開出怎樣的花來呢! 生活&生命的每個部分都令人期待...喔, 我期待..
If the blossom of curiosity & optimism can continue to have all the right nutrition & condition of having sunlight. water (like you guys are to me)... I wonder what kind of flower I'll grow into! Every part of life makes me look forward to...oh, I look forward to.
Respected Robert Frost, your words are so wise...
not only for me, but also for the encouragement of others: "The best way out is always through."
Through - - - she has went by a few - the week is not yet over, continuing its awesomeness for her to look forward to
-always.
Always.
AHSO;
if I could remain my optimism like this for always,
manage well with things -
maybe one day I will - - - - with genuineness, I'll prove. You'll see.
DINNER @ AH-Z
"Ahh! Annyeong ha sae yo!"
"Ah..haha~ annyeong ^^ annyeong ha..sae yo.."
Michigan State roll ?
----wait----
"So what's your name?"
"Catherine"
"My name is Hiro"
"What's your year?"
"ahh..Junior"
"ahh good..good"
"bye~~ next time take your boyfriend!"
"hahaha.......I don't have one now :P"
"don't have one???? next time you come, I introduce to you Korean boyfriend!!"
"ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ(hahahha/kekekekke)....."
laughters. laughters. they always fill the silence & space that i'm in.
yet, my heart wants to whisper with a grin:
"aniiyo...(not that)"
"i have a lover/i already have someone." - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nK0j5eCQL54
http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.youtube.com%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DTI8u2Dm7A40&h=2a337
bogoshippo yo..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jeBGsfSaG74
komawo yo.
MINJEONG :) & AIESEC business-attire;
didn't really think you'd be so open to lend this to me...
kam-sa-hamida!!! komawoyooooo XD <3
:) :) :) :) :)
now i'm full.
i ate. > ; P !
XDDDDDDDDDDDDD
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